from the beautiful mind of ZEEYELUH hot-headed, hot-tempered, hot-chick... joke... well, many of my really, really close friends said. I ADMIT. I AM. but i am sweet, very sweet. im not afraid to show i care. expressive most of the tyms. appreciative as well. sentimental. depends on what mood im in. just like any other girl, or should i say woman, i love surprises. i love it very much. i love to read. i read a lot. i spend most of my free tyms reading. when i got to like something, i will do anything to have it, just to have it. workaholic. dedicated to work. but when i get lazy, i really mean LAZY. i love to draw. i really love to draw. i draw almost everything on almost every surface that allows me to. sometimes, i call myself an artist, depends on how i describe an artist. i am a punctual person. most of my friends know that. i learned that from my dad, he, himself, gives much importance of time. i love my family. i love my friends. i love myself. i love my life. most of all, i love the one who gave it to me...

May 23rd, 2005

new blog
POSTED AT 10:08 AM as a stickied post

visit my new blog:
zeeyeluh



July 24th, 2005

sweet ng baby ko...
POSTED AT 10:25 AM

imagine, last thursday, nagpasundo ako sa kanya after my exam. cguro kc i want to see something nice naman after a very toxic day. edi nagtext cya sakin, "baby, papunta nako dyan, hintay mo ko."

edi ayun, nakipag-chikahan muna ko s mga classmates ko. then after a while, napansin ko na parang ang tagal nya naman dumating to think nasa loob lang din naman cya ng intramuros.

edi nagtext ako, "by, asan ka na?" reply nya, "nasa jeep pa lang po. pero malapit n ko. labas ka na."

napa-isip ako, bakit cya nag-jeep? sbi ko s sarili, tamad talaga maglakad nun, lapit lang, sasakay pa ng jeep. adi naglakad na ko palabas ng campus. pagdating sa may gate, wala cya dun. so i checked my phone again. his message was, "baby, d2 nko om. malapit sa gate. asan ka n?"

OM (ospital ng maynila)!!! shocks! nakalimutan kong i-remind na asa school ako kc nag-exam nga kami. naalala ko na memorize nya sked ko, at every thursday ay nasa OM ako. e yung OM, lagpas malate pa. edi sbi ko, "naku, baby, sorry. ndi kita na-remind na d2 nga pala kami s school mageexam. sory po. sory talaga." edi nagreply cya, "ha? ngek, bkit ndi mo kagad cnabi? cge, balik na ko, ntay mo ko."

sobrang sorry talaga ako s kanya. so, it took him 30 mins bago makadating s school namin. dumaan ako s canteen to buy him doughnut (fave nya daw ung chocobutternut). tapos, bumalik ako s pakikipagchikahan s mga blockmates ko. tapos, nagtext na cya n andyan na cya sa labas ng gate ng school. e di sobrang kabado ako kc baka magalit cya sakin. tapos nung nakita ko cya, may malaking smile s face nya. hayyyy, buti na lang ndi cya nagalit. at natatawa pa cya sa nangyari s kanya. ang bait nya noh?


June 18th, 2005

something new...
POSTED AT 09:20 PM

- i already met my new blockmates.
- we had an election. unfortunately, i was elected as secretary... hayyy, busy na naman.
- i already know how to do venipuncture.

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hehehe, gusto ko lang sabihin na kami n ni eLJei.

Reading: physical diagnosis
Listening to: true colors
Feeling: happy... very happy


June 12th, 2005

TrUe BeliEveR
POSTED AT 01:18 PM

I finished reading Nicholas Sparks’ True Believer. There were few lines that really captured me. Here’s one of them:

“Women want the fairy tale. Not all women, of course, but most women grow up dreaming about the kind of man who would risk everything for them, even knowing they might get hurt.”

Well, I’m one of them. Sometimes, it’s nice to feel that you’re being treated like a princess, or close enough. I’m pretty sure my girl friends will agree with me. We talk much about stuffs like those. Girl thing… hehehe

The story was all about sacrifice for someone very special but not thinking of it as a sacrifice, instead, it’s something you do because it’ll make you happy and content. A decision that will simply turn your life the other way around, completely different from the life you were used to, more over, the life you grew up with.

I know it’s a very hard decision to make, but I know, someday, I’ll face a point in my life where I have to decide about something on which many things are at risk. Sad but true.


June 9th, 2005

could you please interpret my dream?
POSTED AT 07:35 PM

i've just received the sweetest and most sincere messages last night. (sana tama ko, when i said that.) i swear, totoo yung mga sinabi ko sayo kaninang umaga...

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i'm feeling better now, humupa na yung symptoms ng allergic rhinitis ko. i felt dizzy when i woke up, though. cguro dahil sa sobrang tulog. hehe. maaga ko natulog kagabi e, dahil masakit nga ang ulo, dulot ng baradong ilong.

ano ba ginawa ko the whole day? hmmm... nagpaikot-ikot sa kama, habang nagbabasa ng True Believer at nagtext. i failed to watch As Told By Ginger coz my Mom watched Home Boy.

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i had a dream last night. i seldom remember my dream kasi, kaya ko na-kwento to. hehehe. anyways, nasa school daw ako with my friends. pagpasok ko sa room, magulo. people were gathering around the teacher's table. yun pala, we're having a recitation. vocabulary daw. weird kasi, nasa med school kami tapos vocabulary ung recit namin. tapos, ung teacher namin, matabang babae na naka-salamin ng tulad ng kay lisa Loeb, her hair was tightly tied kaya naman bilog na bilog talaga yung face nya. when we recite, we have to sit in front of the table tapos sasagutin mo yung tanong ng teacher. my friends showed me a list of vocabulary, dun daw kukunin ung tanong. i just got a glance of it kasi tinawag na ako agad. tinanong ako ng teacher, "what is the other word for decaying? it should start with letter D" bigla kong sinagot, "deteriorating?" then, she placed a check mark before my name and called the next student. shock ako, ganun lang? i didn't even know kung tama ba yung sagot ko. sabi nung friend ko, "oi, ang galing mo. perfect ka sa recit." i just smiled. pwede na daw kami umalis kapag natapos na. feeling ko, wala pa kong 30 mins sa room. pero, nagpaalam na rin ako sa friends ko na uuwi na ko. nung lumabas ako ng room, nakasalubong ko si LJ, susunduin nya daw ako. biglang sabi ko sa kanya "Baby! alam mo ba, may recit pala kami ngaun. Buti na lang nasagot ko. Perfect ako sa recit" then, kinuwento ko na daw sa kanya kung anong nangyari. dun na natapos ung dream ko.

ano kaya ibig sabihin ng dream ko? i'm bothered by the words 'decaying' and 'deteriorating'. and i don't call LJ 'baby'.
Reading: true believer
Feeling: weird


June 8th, 2005

as told by ginger
POSTED AT 01:06 PM

o, LJ, ayan c ginger. hehehe...
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salamat sa panonood kahit alam kong hindi mo naman talaga naaappreciate ung cartoons na yun. muah! honestly, i've watched every episode of it over and over na, pero hindi pa rin ako nagsasawa...

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here are some brief descriptions of the characters in the cartoon series:

Ginger Ginger is a nervous, yet nice, 12 year old pre-teen. She is sister to Carl who she lives with, and also lives with her Mom. Her Dad wasn't that reliable and obviously left Ginger and her family. Ginger wants popularity and would mostly do ANYTHING for it!

Dodie Dodie is best friend to Ginger. Dodie is a gossip girl and drama queen. Dodie trys to be popular as well, but, it seems Ginger is getting more success then her, tough luck Dodie!

Macie Macie is friends with Dodie and Ginger. Macie may not be the most popular girl in the school, (well actually, she's quite a geek!) but, she is quite a laugh and a good friend to Ginger & Dodie.

Courtney Courtney is the most popular girl at her school. Courtney is obviously rich and thinks up in herself. Though, lately she's took a shine to Ginger. Ginger is Courtney's latest popular experiment.

Miranda Miranda is a nasty pre-teen who just wants popularity and best friendship to carry on with Courtney. Miranda hates Ginger because of Ginger and Courtneys latest friendship. But, who will be the winner?

Carl Carl is brother to Ginger and drives her up the wall, including there Mom! Carl just loves anything thats disgusting and dirty, he is best friend to Hoodsey.

Hoodsey Hoodsey is best friend to Carl and brother to Dodie. You wouldn't think they were brother and sister unless you saw they had the same parents and surname. Anyway... Hoodsey likes being naughty just as much as Carl, but, sometimes his Mom gets in the way.

Lois Lois is a caring Mom to Ginger and Carl. She always has a good joke and is like any other normal Mom.

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sometimes i feel, im a lot like ginger foutley. i keep a diary, i open up with my mom a lot (but my dad didn't leave us ha), i treasure my friends much, though im not well loved by everybody (ksi pilya ko e, war freak pa, hehehe, and i don't want much popularity, slight lang), i see to it that i help others, as long as kaya ko pa. minsan nga lang, pakialamera na ang dating ko. wahehe. sad, kapag ganun. pero sadyang ganun e. yun ako e.


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jingle form the cartoon series:

"Someone once told me the grass is much greener
On the other side...
Well I paid a visit, but it's possible I missed it.
It seemed different, yet exactly the same.
Yeah (yeah yeah yeah)
'Till further notice('till further notice)
I'm in-between (I'm in-between)
From where I'm standing (From where I'm standing)
My grass is green.
Someone once told me the grass is much greener...
On the oth-er side..."

Reading: true believer
Listening to: marron 5's shiver


June 7th, 2005

i-am-sweet
POSTED AT 03:33 PM

i really love this "wonderwall" version of ryan adams (i'm currently listening to it). enchanting ang arrive. plus the addicting sound of his voice, damn...

anyways, im sorta weird these days. i used to claim and my friends did say that i'm a very sweet person, expressive most of the time, but now, it seems im running out of words. or siguro dahil nga mas sweet ako sa personal, and mas na-eexpress ko if im with the person. i'm more with actions.
so, i have to be with him to be normal again? wahehehe... let's just see...
or maybe, he's sweeter than me (naks naman!) kaya natatabunan ako. (flattered na yan)

im listening na to duncan sheik's half life.

naalala ko bigla si ate myles, tinanong nya ko kung san ko ba nahuhugot ang ka-sweetan ko. i was speechless then. nada! wala ako nasagot. dahil hindi ko talaga alam kung saan. compared with my siblings, ako talaga ang mahilig mang-hug at mang-kiss kahit lagi nila akong tinutulak. wahehe. pero sweet naman daddy ko e. affectionate. sila lalo ni mommy. wahehehe. cguro mana nga ako sa kanila. at parang sinalo ko ata lahat.

i'm really not like myself lately. hehe. but not the "negative not like" ha...
Reading: true believer
Listening to: staind's outside


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